Wednesday, February 13, 2008
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE! (:
ok i'm blogging at work and why is that so? it's cos i have nothing to do and no one really cares what you do so you can do whatever you want. sounds like a fantastic job to you? well it isn't for me. cos i wanted a job with the intent of learning something (which is why i quit my sales job cos it's freaking mindless). but guess what my new job is almost equally mindless. first things first i have to alternate between somerset and eunos which is stupid enough. at somerset i only do filing and retrieving files for people. as a result i have 2 paper cuts and numerous file cuts. and i've only worked 2 days. at changi i look for files for 2 gentlemen so that takes up very little of my time. so basically on tuesdays and thursdays they're paying me to do an hour's work. argh! i was so upset on tuesday and wednesday that it took everything i had in me to not break down. i hate my job. and i'm stuck at it for 3 months. and it sorta ruined my valentine's day. it's not his fault and it's not my fault so i'm just gonna blame AIG and recruit express for my misery.
actually i'm alright with being so free at changi, i'm thinking of doing my bible study there (cos i get really tired at night and i'm dozing off while trying to absorb a bible verse and very often i fail. i can read the verses a few times and still not register anything) and start reading more books. it's just that i really wanna experience more admin stuff like data entry etc. now i'm almost certain i don't want an office job in the future. i was telling manda i shall go train to be a childcare teacher and play with kids instead. we'll see. haha.
speaking of manda thank God she was awake when i needed someone to talk to. if not i don't think i would have the strength to meet him today. nor sleep well/feel good today. but thanks to her i'm like there's no use crying over spilt milk let's just enjoy vday! thank you manda! i love you! (: i think we have a lot to talk about so looking forward to monday.
ohoh chandra's back! haha. oh gosh he called me on tuesday night i think and i didn't recognise his voice at first. (and how could i not he has the most distinctive voice haha) i was about to say wrong number and hang up when i suddenly realised it was him and i was like CHANDRA! haha. gosh i really miss him. no matter how retarded he is he's still a really good friend and makes sense when i tell him my problems. manda and i were saying we need a guy's point of view so yup hope to catch up when we meet up on monday!
watchin u;
at 11:40 PM